{"id":12733,"date":"2018-05-03T21:32:47","date_gmt":"2018-05-04T02:32:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/amadeusacademy.com\/family\/?p=12733"},"modified":"2018-05-03T21:32:47","modified_gmt":"2018-05-04T02:32:47","slug":"my-rainbow-dress","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/?p=12733","title":{"rendered":"My rainbow dress"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I was a kid I remember loving certain articles of clothing.<\/p>\n<p>I can vividly recall specific things that made me feel so good when I would wear them.\u00a0 I can still picture some of them in my mind:\u00a0 tan corduroy pants, a blue flower dress, my Mickey mouse T-shirt, a green skirt with buttons all the way down the front, a floor lengthy skirt with oriental looking flowers on it, and we can&#8217;t forget all the tye-dyed clothes.\u00a0 Pretty much all of those were my favorite.<\/p>\n<p>When I was much younger, I remember loving a special rainbow dress.\u00a0 I&#8217;m pretty sure I wore it <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">all the time<\/span>.\u00a0\u00a0It felt so fun to run and spin in.\u00a0 The fabric would swoosh out in a huge circle when I would twirl.\u00a0 It just\u00a0<span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">felt<\/span> good to wear.\u00a0 And it made me feel good when I would wear it.<\/p>\n<p>Or on those cooler summer days, I used to love wearing shorts with a sweatshirt.\u00a0 My legs would be a little chilly but it would be balanced out by having a large snuggly sweatshirt.<\/p>\n<p>And then I grew up.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t remember the last time I&#8217;ve worn something just because I like the way it feels on me.\u00a0 Most of the time I&#8217;m just trying to find something in my closet that flatters me&#8211;or at least hides the parts I want hidden.\u00a0 When I shop I&#8217;m too <del>stingy<\/del> economical to buy regular priced clothes, so I&#8217;m constantly shopping off the clearance racks.<\/p>\n<p>I long for the day I put on an outfit and FEEL good in it again.\u00a0 I long to find the joy in just enjoying how it feels.\u00a0 When I looked back at my list of favorite clothes I was struck by how many of those things were dresses or skirts.\u00a0 I want to wear those again!<\/p>\n<p>So, I&#8217;m on a mission.\u00a0 A mission to lose some weight, and start looking for clothes that I actually love.\u00a0 To start making a conscious effort to think about what I want to wear, not just what I have to wear.\u00a0 I know that 90% of my struggle is linked with weight, but there is a small percentage that is purging the clothes that don&#8217;t make me feel good and stop buying items that I don&#8217;t love.\u00a0 This will take me a while, I know.\u00a0 But it&#8217;s time to start.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I was a kid I remember loving certain articles of clothing. I can vividly recall specific things that made me feel so good when I would wear them.\u00a0 I can still picture some of them in my mind:\u00a0 tan corduroy pants, a blue flower dress, my Mickey mouse T-shirt, a green skirt with buttons [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12733"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12733"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12733\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12735,"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12733\/revisions\/12735"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12733"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12733"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/friesens.inkingmythinking.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12733"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}